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It’s Monday! And the results of the preliminary exams in some of our subjects were given today. And I passed! I felt so relieved after hearing from my friends from the other section that our prof in CS102 had been kind enough to lower the passing score and I PASSED! Hooray! Now I’m just worried about my Accounting exam result. >.<

I was late at ICS7 because I had to stay a little longer at our office earlier. And it sucks. When I came in, my classmates were all looking serious and I thought, “Oh, is this another exam just yet? WTH? wala pa siyang dinidiscuss!”. And I was right, they were having our second quiz. I have some stock knowledge about the topic but it’s obviously not enough because I have to copy from my friends just to have an answer in number 2! Gahd.

While taking the quiz, our prof showed each student’s scores in all our SW, HW, quizzes and prelim exam and told us to compute for our prelim grade just so we can have an idea if we’re going to pass his subject. LOL. I was surprised because I didn’t expect my grades to be that high [by high i mean 80-85 percents, I'm not so smart to have 90 and above. :)] and was shocked because from 28/55, my prelim exam grade became 35/55. I was told by one of my classmates that our prof told them that they have plus points so I think that was it. But when Jaun (my friend and seatmate) had her grades, we were a bit confused because she got higher than me on our exams but she only got 3 additional points while I got 7 points. So I told her that we’ll just ask again our prof after all our classmates have finished getting their scores. And because of that, I didn’t compute for anything knowing that we still have some corrections. After seeing tht all the others are done getting their scores, we ask our prof about the additional points and clearly explained what had happened to the exam and that our grades was just right. I wasn’t really going to compute for my prelim grade because we don’t have much time. We passed all our papers and I was really irritated when he told us that if we didn’t write our average [from the computation of our prelim], our quiz will not be recorded. WTH. I didn’t write anything on my paper because I have my grades written at a scratch paper.

So what happened? I told our prof of that matter but he just smiled at me! I felt like punching him. Like duh? I was about to ask if I could still write it on my paper but I changed my mind. He can do whatever he want on my quiz. DAMN. I hate ICS7 the most. Oh, and did I say about him giving additional 5 points to those present when he first checked the attendance? Right, I got no +5.

HINDI NA KO MAGPAPALATE FOREVER.

When all else fails.

Tara inom. *ng tubig*

Hell week’s over! And I don’t think I did great. No, not even good. I never studied seriously for my exams and it’s all because of PLURK. :) If you don’t yet have a plurk account and you don’t need distractions, DON’T MAKE AN ACCOUNT. It’s seriously addicting.

Anyway, like I’ve said, I did not do well on the exams. *kaiyak* I failed CS102 (File Organization) exam because it’s so damn hard! I think I’ll also fail IM152 (Accounting), and if the passing score in ICS7 is really 60 percent [hopefully not], I would fail that too. :( And I really have to do lots of making up for these failed exams because if I don’t…..

I’d rather not think of the consequences and start doing the `change` I need.. now.

PS, I am so not going to waste my precious summer vacation for taking summer school. And I’m not planning to lose my scholarship yet.

Okay! Well? Let’s study harder this Final period!

Fall seven times, stand up eight.  :)

Dear Computer, it’s 9pm.

And I can’t believe I’m still right in front of you! OMG, you glued me to this computer chair and now I can’t get out of it! It’s all your fault you damn computer! I’m always wondering why is it so hard to part with you. And now I’m talking to you. God, am I nuts?

I should review. Yes, I’m serious. Oh God help me.

Hugs and kisses,
Marielynn ♥

PS, if I ever get a low mark tomorrow in my electronics class, I’m never going to use you again! ['cause I'll have my laptop na. hahaha!]

PPS, can I use you for 5 minutes more? :))

Deym.

Life’s going well for me. At least I think it does.

School’s going way too busy this year. And school stuffs just get harder and harder.
Hell week starts tomorrow. Yes, I have an exam tomorrow. And I haven’t yet reviewed any of my lessons. And I don’t intend to. :) Damn facebook/plurk/twitter/y!m for keeping me from turning off this damn computer and take my damn electronics book and start to study for the damn exam tomorrow morning.

Good luck fellow classmates for tomorrow’s exam! Shoot for the moon!

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I found a new addiction: formspring.me
Mind following me? :P

Thank you and Sorry.

I’m not satisfied with my New Year post. So I’m here to write again. :) This time to thank and to say sorry to all the people who had been part of my 2009 (I would not be specific though so I would  not mention any names).

This is not easy for me, since that 2 statements are really hard to say. Okay, so good luck to me. :)

THANK YOU.

1. `Jesus is always number 1.` And He will always be so I thank Him first. I know that you can never really appreciate happiness if you didn’t know what pain and sadness are so I thank Him again for all the trials that He gave, not only me, but my family. :) Oh, and thank you for answering my prayers on the right time. :)
2. I thank my family. Especially my parents who brought me here in this world so I can write these to you which I don’t know you’ll read and appreciate. haha. Joke. I thank them because all my life, they always tried their best to attend not only to our needs but also to our wants. And also for loving us unconditionally despite our bad ugali. :) I know every person has their limits but no matter what a child do, his parents can’t be so mad at him to throw him away and neglect him as their child. Oh, I love my parents. I wish I can always tell it to them. But I’m just too shy to say those three words. I’m not very vocal.  *drama*
3. To all my friends/frienemies/bestfriends/girlfriends, I don’t know how I could tell you all but you all have done great things (great good and great bad LOL) that had changed my life.  And for that, I thank you. I wish you all the best this year. ♥ I hope to have more fun and more drama with you. Haha.
4. I love myself. And I don’t think that is so narcissistic like what my friend said earlier at Plurk. :)) You should or MUST love yourself first before you can truly love others, right? Anyway, I thank myself for keeping me alive all throughout 2009 (in spite of all the near-death experiences, too much clumsiness, and, yeah, multiple heart breaks. LOL). Note to self: STRIVE HARDER.
5. This is funny but I thank the bad people who stole away my laptop, cellphone, and PSP. Thank you because you taught me to be more more more more more more and more careful with my things. But I also do hope that you’d reflect upon what you have done and be a good person. And I just would like to say this, I hate it that it had to be me that this unpleasant experiences happen to. But anyway, I still thank you. *but I still hope that you all get lost* >:)) LOL.

Aside from God, Jesus, and my family I don’t know who else I should say sorry to (I know I was good. haha.). :)  Sometimes, people hurt others without him knowing that he actually hurt someone, so I would like to say sorry to all people that was hurt by some of my actions. And since we’re talking about sorry here, forgiveness also should prevail.

I guess that’s all for today.

Cheers,

Marie Lynn. ♥

Happy New Year!

I can’t believe it’s 2010 already. And.. 2 years more, the world will end. Haha, kidding. Have you watched the movie? It’s good, no? Anyway, I really don’t care about that.

I don’t know if I can say that 2009 had been great to me. Well, I had met some great friends and I became a scholar. I guess that’s enough to say that 2009, if not great, is good. And I’m still alive, which is a big deal. For me, that is.

This late 2009, I noticed that some of my CS4 friends have joined plurk already and so I reopened my Plurk account and unfreeze my karma. I thought it would be a great if we could bond there. And.. it was fun.  Although there were some issues that started…

…

I just froze my karma again. We’re back to school again this Monday so I won’t be able to update it regularly. `sayang yung karma ko. (lol)`

…

I learned many things last year. LOL. I hope I did learn something. :)) Looking back, my 2009 self was so clumsy, so careless… and so stupid. :D *sigh*

I  won’t write my new year’s resolution here. Actually, I never wrote any, unless they require us to (mostly in school).  I just wish that 2010 would be closer to great this time. :)

Let us all look forward to a better year! Cheers!

Marie Lynn. ♥

My Christmas 2009.

2009 is ENDING!

Hoorah!

TIME FLIES SO FAST. oyeah. gasgas na yan. hehe.

And I can’t believe that after one week.. we’ll be back to school. AGAIN. >.> BUT there’ll be no exams for one week. Thanks to our new Dean! Hoorah! :))

Anyway, Christmas 2009 was fun. Spent it with my family. ♥♥

Went to SM NE and had a photoshoot with the Christmas trees displayed at The Block. AND THEY WERE SO COOL. haha. I’ll upload pictures of it later. :D

Though I was disappointed with SM Cinemas because of their inability to organize the people entering the movie house, I enjoyed watching …. `ANG DARLING KONG ASWANG`. I or we had no choice anyway, it was what our youngest sister wanted. And Mama won’t let us watch a different movie by ourselves. I wanna watch pa naman `A CHRISTMAS CAROL` in Imax. :> So, well..

After that THEY (yeah, they) did some shopping. And we ate at Chowking. Ate Charm’s treat though she did not know that we actually used her money to pay for the food. haha! >:) Dinner was soo fun (yah, because of that. >:)).

And after dinner, did some shopping again. I got my Papa to buy me a new book (The Gift by Cecelia Ahern). haha! >:) And… what else? hmm.

I guess that’s it. :P

i gtg. Though it’s late, I wish you all a Merry Christmas! I hope you, too, had fun! And..

ADVANCE HAPPY NEW YEAR! GOD BLESS! (party!)

Your friend,
Marie Lynn♥

Merry Christmas!!!! :D

I love WP’s snow effect [or whatever you call those tiny white balls. :))]. And so I’m gonna write today!!!!!!! Hooray! I haven’t been writing for 2 months I think. And that’s… kinda.. contradicting to my blog title –> My Life Well Shared <– because I obviously won’t be able to share it with you If I won’t write it here. :))

I didn’t write anything at all during November. Let me think..

Except of celebrating the Undas season, my November life was not exciting at all. Nothing so great happened.. xD We (I and my college friends) planned for an outing but it did not push through. So we have to spend the rest of our sem break in our homes because… IT WAS RAINING THEN. What a great way of spending a break. And then came our enrollment–TIRING enrollment day.

First Day of Second Sem.
I actually don’t like to talk about it. BUT I’LL WRITE about it. haha. So, I’m with my IT friends in section 2ITA but, on the first day of classes I needed to leave them and undergo a TIRING changing of section. AGAIN. And it’s all thanks to MY being a scholar. :| I don’t have grudges against it, I mean I really am happy that I don’t need to pay tuition anymore, but hell, this is annoying. Always having to change my section because of my work sched. I spent my whole first two weeks for that matter. And believe me , it is SO not FUN.

Despite that, I still managed to fix my damn schedule. So I have, like, 6 sections? I love being an Regular-Irregular student.

OH! I just remember! There’s is something great that happened last November! :))

So there. That would be for the November part. :D

DECEMBER.

The JENESYS programme.
I tried to apply for this program, together with my college friends (Janica and Clarence), but unfortunately, I didn’t make it to the submission deadline. :/ Anyways, I really hope Janica and Clarence would be chosen. WE WOULD LOVE THAT! :)) Good luck to you girls! :D

Raisa Erina Bautista’s (Iice) Debut Party!
December 3 on 1 Esplanade. We enjoyed Iice’s party (all the foods and the vanity. ♥♥). We love those marshmallow and chocolate things. :)) We (Me, Janica, Clarence, Janette) enjoyed having our table with just the four of us! haha! That night was really awesome, I just want to forget our dance number. :)) We really messed up. haha! Sorry Iice! :P

A little bit of our vanity:

and mine. :))

oh. and since I was bored earlier, I made this. :)

my simle (?!?) wishes this Christmas. haha! :)) I can’t wait for our Christmas break! :D

Merry Christmas to y’all! XOXO

~marieLynn. ♥♥

Hey hey, give me a break, will you?

I am supposed to be playing Sims 3 right now and not blogging you know. But my ate won’t let me close her Facebook because of Café World. She’s so addicted to it, you see. Well, I think a lot of people are–except me.

And because of that my game is being so mabagal. SUCKS.

~TADA! Sembreak na!

I can’t feel it, really. Isn’t this means vacation? A time when you are not obliged to go to school? But here we are, just spent the whole week in school. And this next week will going to be just the same.

CONSULTATION:
There’s really not much happened during the consultations with the profs, but hell, it was tiring. It went well though and some of my grades really surprised me — some even pissed me off.

So next week will be our enrollment. And what? I hope Mama will give me extra money so that I can go malling after? :)

**I almost fell down from this stupid computer chair, back to story**

Okay, so what have I done this semester? You want to know? Guess not, but still I’m going to write it here. :D

**just the sound effects from the Café World irritates me. urrgh. turn them off marie.**

Good things first, no? The first (and only) on the list would be my getting a scholarship. I guess that’s all. But hey! That’s great y’know.

The bad ones? Oh, they’re so many. Hmm.. Okay so let’s have a list.
1. SAVINGS = 0
Does it sound bad? Well, for me it is. God, I can’t believe I got nothing in my savings account. I got a little share when I refunded my tuition but all of that was spent to books and some other stuffs I don’t know why I’d bought. We, working scholars are given allowance twice a month but, I don’t know, I was just not that good at budgeting my money. >.<

2. LAPTOP
Aside from my phone, the laptop bought by my Papa as a gift for me (for getting the scholarship. T_T) was lost. It wasn’t really lost like I’ve misplaced it. It was, snatched?, from me when I was riding a PUJ home and well, I was asleep. It was so depressing that I haven’t got good sleeps for days. *sigh* Bless the soul of whoever snatched it from me/my bag.

3. DEAN’S LIST
I DID NOT MAKE IT (less .5 would cause a great change). That’s it. But there’s always next time, right? I’ll do better this time. Oh God.

that’s all, i guess. The majors. I won’t elaborate much on the other bad things that happened. :\

SECOND SEMESTER is approaching real fast. Arrrrgh. I want to stay away from school a longer time. >.<

zzzzzZZZZzzzzzZZZ.. *dreaming of dream vacation*